i've asked this before,im gon ask this again.
who's really reading my blog?

Is it really so difficult to let people know that their wrong and that they should change?
why should they get angry?isnt it helping them,and shouldnt they take it as constructive critisism..i hate the world of today,why cant things just be simple and the word inference doesnt exist.
there's no trust when there's secrets involved,
friendship turn to fiendship they evolve.
tolerance is a sugestion,
ignorance is a better solution.
but wat can you do when you face accusation?
there's only so much you can take,
attempts fail,it got blown up in your face.
time we show them the hard way,they need a taste.
its a simple rule,even f you fight.don't ride on your friends
don't dessert,help them when you can.
be a man make a stand
follow these ,guarantee when you fall they'll hold you by the hand.
they come and they go
some cum and some blow
no matter how much you try,you cant ignore
decisions made.sides are crossed
paths still crossed.
but there's no loss.
i feel your plight,
just know that ED's by your side.



ok the bottom is bullshit ignore it if you may.
yeah you're attractive,attracting faggots like fridge magnets.
can you only think when you have a gun to your neck.
your brain is in your ass.
make the right choice,you've got me hanging on the line
its a yes or a no answer dont say fine.
bitch,wasting our time procrastinating,
thinking it would make the situation less tense.
yes im the emo kid.
when im normal,im saving up emo for ammo ballastic strapped to my back suicidal kid.
stupid motherfuckers.=)

just got off the phone with you,
a dull ache in my heart, reliving the past got me feeling like a fool.
i know you're exhilarated ,i feel it too.
i wana go back do it like we used to do,chill and stay cool.
regret comes back with every toke from the fagg.
wanna make up for what i lack in the past
knowing time wont turn back to start a fresh
funny how that few minutes got me thinking like that.
memories vivid in my mind
hurts to know i lost whats mine,i know i need time
but you've got a man now,guilt gnaws at you for talking to me.
i wonder why,pause a moment and think,thats how it has to be.
the pain is back feels like death, let me bleed to know im still alive.

this post is specially for SAM.who is in class and in my group and is just opposite me within distance from busting my nuts.
for those who don't know SAM,she's quiet the first few weeks of school.BUt BUT......
after opening up to her,and giving her the advice to just be herself.it was the biggest mistake!
she's one hella of a crazy girl.(i wantd to say bitch but i'd figured she would probably just kick me in the nuts).Loud,incandescent,luminary personality,she brightens up the whole day by just being herself.
A young girl who's only 16,always trying to speak tamil without knowing she sounds like a freaking ANJEDI-> Indian gangsters.
she's a distraction,she gets on my nerves when im trying to concentrate and be productive and she'll sing songs and do things on purpose just to piss me off.
but i forgive you,cos im magmanimous,and you're smart,cute and you're someone i can relate and talk to.
EH! stop carressing and fondling my.................head.hahha..
this is impromtu,and i have more to say but it hasnt come to my mind yet....Sam don't smile to yrself too much alright.